Between the comment above concerning "fix the food issue" and your mood, sweetheart, you have me concerned?? Are you having trouble getting food?? There's little I can do right now to help, but once we get back on top, if you're still having some issues, I WANT to help. We may not speak much these days, but you remain one of my oldest and dearest friends.

As for needing a better way to coin the "more Pagan stuff" goal, perhaps something pertaining to the Spiritual side of your life?